This is truly a miracle day. I am moving through the course of this day and thanking God for allowing me to understand that I am full of purpose and promise. (1) I am full of purpose because he has shown me how to have a clear head today. No medications for any ailment; and (2) my purpose is to be full of his promise. His divine promise to me was His word.
Deuteronomy 31:6 – Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the LORD thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.
If you have ever had chemo brain freeze, then you can relate to what I am saying. I have dealt with chemo brain off and on for about a year. This is a different feeling. You have things you know how to do but your brain has a storage locker that clogs your brain. Here I rely on His promise. There are times when there is too much information swirling around and I can’t make it out of the fog. Here I rely on His promise. On top of everything stuck in this whirlwind, here comes a song sung by Donald Lawrence called “Walk into your Season”. I wish I could hear it from the beginning in my head, but the only part I keep humming is: “I know that you invested a lot but the return has been slow you throw your hands and say I give up I just can’t take it anymore but I hear the spirit say that it’s your time the wait is over walk into your season; You survived the worst of time God was always on your side, state your claim and write your name walk into this wealthy place.”
I am full of purpose today because God said so. There is a press in my spirit to keep getting closer in Him. I don’t want anything material, I want more of Him so someone can see that my purpose, was to go through. My promise was that He would not fail me nor would He leave me.